hmm... been a while since i updated. thats cuz everythin`s been madd bOrin. finals are finally ova wid n the term is done.. can`t wait till next term. new classes.. hOpefully wid interesting ppl. im nOt takin` any regents this week sO time tO relax n dO basically nuddin =] buh goOd luck tO thOse whO are. i shOuld update mOre often shOuldn`t i...

toO cOld fOr schoOl  yesterday was a cOmplete waste of a day at schoOl lol. wow.. haven`t updated in awhile, been toO lazy lol well things are still pretty much the same... which isnt exactly a goOd or bad thing  oh wellz.. myte update lata... i unno... buh heres a sOng-->

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

White flag- Dido...

its soO hard to explain yOurself when the wOrds dOnt exist, but there are times when wOrds arent even necessary.. thank yOu qazi.. fOr once again understandin` what nO one else cOuld.. 143*

spinnin` : cOme clean- Hilary Duff

last thOught : argh!!! finals. shoOt me nOw.

hey...been a while since i updated.. gOt sO lazy. well stuffs been happenin... most of it isnt so great.. buh hOpefully things will turn out fOr the best...

last thought : sOmetimes the best thing we can dO, is the hardest thing we`ve eva had tO dO.... <l3

hey.. schoOl is jus gay. blah. nuddin really impOrtant happenin lately soO yea heres a lil summtin tO fill out thanks to christian.. `drOp dem prOpz.. muahz <3

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married? To whom?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What color are my eyes?
12. What reminds you of me?
13. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
14. How well do you know me?
15. When's the last time you saw me?
16. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
17. Do you think I could kill someone?
18. Describe me in one word.
19. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
20. Do you feel like you could talk to me and I would listen?
21. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?